wow today balanced eachother out...i guess.

okay, lets start from one of the most interesting things of today. its cades and hannahs birthday! :) woo! haha. but okay, so in mr. pogues english class, me catherine and jelani had to work on this one project thing. and jelani was wearing his basketball sweats today. he like pulled them way up so catherine was like jelani! pull your pants down, and i started laughing like haha catherine thats funny, and then she started laughing and then somehow we started laughing so hard that my cheeks started hurting so i got up from my seat and was like ow i cant stop laughing and smiling my cheeks hurt so freaking much! and i was like jumping and stuff like having a tandrum, but not really a tandrum. haha. but yeah. and then like i just like sat on the ground and i like moved my head back and hit the back of my head against the table thing, and then jelani started laughing and catherine laughed more. and then i started like squealing every second, hahahah it was so hilarious! and then i started crying and catherine and jelani laughed more since of my squealing. but omg we were laughing for soooo long. my abs hurted so much, so did my cheeks and throat! but omg, tears were literally coming out of my eyes! hahahaha, it was the hardest ive ever laughed in my whole life time! like im not even kidding! but omg then i went to get some tissues and yeah. everyone was looking at us, hahahah. but catherine was like omg i almost peed myself! hahahahah, ah man so flipping funny. jelani laughed kinda a lot but not as much as me and catherine, hahahaha. okay, but when i came home.... sam told me that james didnt like me anymore, so like i was like bawling for two hours. and jelani wasnt home. and jaydens phones like broken, so yeahhh. but i was crying for so long. ah, i hate when i get so fucking emotional! :[ but yeahhh. so then after talking to jelani about it, i got a lot better. like im not even kidding. we really didnt know what to talk about since i could barely speak and he didnt really know what to say, but somehow, it all worked out. so its all good. and then i was in an okay mood so yeah. and me and jelani talked a lot about stuff like usual so yeahhh. and then james, texted me. saying hey. i dunno if he like knows that he doesnt like me, but i dunno. but yeah, and i was like omg jelani, james just texted me, and jelani was like are you serious?! and i was like yeah i dunno what to say my hands are like all sweaty and he was like well atleast reply to him. and i did. then we texted eachother a couple times. but then like jelani decided to call him. so we called him using a private number like three times haahah. then jelani left him a message. but yeahh. then at nine oclock, me and jelani called him with my cell phone, no private. and yeah. jelani and james talked for like some time. i BARELY talked. but i kinda tried my best so it was all good. and then jelani had to get off so it was just me and james. which was so awkard but i tried not to make it awkard so i tried to keep the conversation going. it was just me and him for five minutes. we didnt have any huge pauses so it was good :) im happy. but yeah, then he had to go do his homework cause his mom said so so i said bye and yeahhh. but today was practically a rollercoaster. i dunno. i was really sad and crap, but im glad i can go to sleep happy hahah so yeahhh. :D but late start tomorrow! woo! :) so yeah byeeee.