man i havent wroten in a while...

okay so at the day of the football game, jayden came over my house, and brynn came over, but from what i can remember, i texted james saying hey and he said hey and then i said whats up and he said like just got done with football and i said cool and he said yeah you and i was like nothing much and he was like cool and i was like yeah but can i ask you something and he was like well depends what it is and i was like well why didnt you want me and sam to know what you and sam were talking about on sunday and he said because i have a girlfriend and i was like ooh okay... and he was like yeah sorry and i was like its alright, sorry for making things awkard, and he said its cool and yeah after that we didnt really like talk about anything important... so yeah. but yeah, i was like a little sad... from what i can remember. if i was by myself i probably wouldve cried but since i was with jayden and brynn, i didnt cry, but i was a little sad, and jayden was like awhhh cindy, i feel so bad and stuff, but i was fine.. ha yeah. i did cry like some other day, just a little bit though so yeah. but that night at the game, i barely talked to james, like a little, not that much. like i was talking to gilkey about how jayden and sam barely talk and theyve been going out for almost two weeks and james was like what? and i was like oh were talking about how sam and jayden barely talk, and how theres a big silence if i dont come up with anything to say. and he was like well you didnt talk much when it was me you and jelani, and i was like oh well thats cause i had nothing to really say. and i was like well ill talk way more next time to make up for it and he was like alright cool and yeah. but other than that... we didnt win the game :[ it was against colrain which is supposesably like the best football team in our like division or something so yeah. but i gave james a hug and like everyone else one. it doesnt feel as awkard now, but i know i still like him. but omg, on sunday, like the powers went off and it was so fucking windy! like wowwwow.i texted until my phone died... it was so lammmme. that it died. i texted a lot of people too.. so yeah. but then i was like on the phone with jelani and then jelani and travis and then just jelani. like before, when i was just on the phone with jelani, i heard like noises like hitting my house, but then like right when travis got off the phone, i heard serious knocking, and i was like omg jelani im not even kidding theres someone knocking on my door, and he was like i told you cindy, hes coming to get you and i was like omg jelani stop it and omg im seriously crying right now but i said that while i was like laughing kinda, and he laughed and was like no your not, and i was like okay im not, but like tears are litterally coming out, and then the person opened the door, and i was like omg jelani they just opened the fucking door, and i said fuck like five times, and then he was like go see who it is, and im like no jelani! and then i was like hold on, let me see if its my dad, and i yelled DAD?! and he was like yeah? and i was like oh jelani its my dad, and he started laughing and yeah, haha. but yup. then jelani got off the phone and then i went to sleep and yeah. monday? i was on the phone with a couple of people. like jennifer, ivy, stacie, jelani and maybe jayden? im not sure. but yeah. me and jelani called james.... and of course, he didnt answer, hahah. :D but yeah. that day was boring i remember. then on tuesday i guess i turned on my phone and yeah i started texting tyler guitierrz because he sent me a message and then he was like oh me saif and matt shelton tried to call you yesterday but like your phone was off and i was like hah yeah, and then he calls me, and i was on the phone with him until jennifer and andys mom came and picked me up. then when i got to there house, of course, i charged my phone and texted like everyone! hahah, yeah but yup, then i played like mario kart with jennifer michael and kevin and it was fun, but got tiring. and yeah. then i sleptover, and yeah. i didnt really do anything. i left wednesday morning, and supposesably i had power that morning, but when i got back, i did not, it was a fucking bummer, but whatever. i had school the fucking next day too! it was so lameeee! but yeah, i talked on the phone that day too, i guess. hahah. then i had school the next morning and yeah. i finally got my power back like thursday morning so that was good, but yeah. and i only had two days of school that weeek, so haha its cool. and yeahhh... on friday i was on the phone with jelani, and we called james, i actually talked like way more! like im not even kidding, so yeah its coool :D yupp. BUT EW his dog toby ate his cat D: its horrible, ewww, and he was like talking about how much he loved toby like two weeks ago too.. i feel so bad for his cat. and his cat was like old too :[ but yeah. then on saturday jayden was suppose to come over but she fuckign didnt gosh, i couldve went to kings island with travis and cody. they were like trying to get me to go and i was like i dunno if jayden can even come over or not yet, and her phone was busy so yeah. but she couldnt and it was too late for cody to pick me up so whatever. they kept trying to make me go and i was like why cant you and cody just go?! and travis was like because cody can only go at 2:30 and i can only go at 3 o clock and cody would be there by himself for thirty minutes. and cody was like travis just come over my house, and i was thinking like why cant cody just go over your house right now? and then you two can go to kings island together and they were like OHHHHHHHHHH that makes sense. gosh there such dumbasses. hhhaha but i love them anyway :D hahah yeah. but omg cody and jillian are going out.... but i thought him and jillian are only going out because cody wanted a girlfriend but whatever. me and travis were like talking a lot over the weekend, kinda, yeahhh.oh jayden and sam actually talked way more on friday, cause i was like hold on,,, a lot of the times and heard what they were saying on speaker and yeah. hahha. but omg sam is fucking pissing me off, like okay. on friday, in advisory i asked sam for a piece of gum, and he was like, its my last piece but later on he gives me one, and i was like i thought you only had one piece left and he was like well i didnt give you one because justin wouldve gotten mad at me, what the fuck sam. gosh i was kinda mad at him but whatever. and like on the phone friday, i guess i made this sound and he was like do you hear that sound, and was like stop making that sound cindy, and he kept talking about that sound, and it got so fucking annoying.so i was like okay sam, if you want me to stop making that noise, then ill get off the phone, and you can jayden can just call eachother, i got like pissed dude hahahah. but yeah, and he didnt even say anything back, hahahah lame! but yeah. since him and jayden cant just talk on the phone, just them too, since there too "scared" but whatever. so yeahhh. today at school, i taught jelani and jayden how to make stars, hahah :D yup. im trying to make a star necklace out of paper stars, its kinda working out, but i dunno, i poked myself three times with a needle :[ it hurts, ahah, so yeah. oh and ewww, jeremy said he could get far with me if he wanted to, WHAT THE FUCK?! me and him are going to go nowhere, ew hes so discusting. oidubhoadbvoabv but yeah. oh yeah me cade chris ivy stacie jennifer mandy and jason are going to go to olive garden sometime. i just dont know when. some sunday since thats the only day chris can go, due to his olive garden thing. so yeahh. and im going to my cousin kens wedding on sunday! i didnt even know he was getting married until today! but yeah. on friday, its band night, and football game against lakota west! WE BETTER FUCKING WIN! so yeahhh. on saturday, im going to kings island with james travis and maybe rachel? hopefully rachell.... so yeah :D im going to go now, peace ☮