okay damn

i haven't posted in like a fucking month, hah, wellll, lets start with today, i was suppose to go to the mall and movies with tyler, but we just went to the mall, it was a really great time. hahaha it was like i was the man and he was the women because i bought him a shirt, held his jacket, and walked him out, hahahah but it was fun. okay so like yeah, i bought him a shirt from hottopic for his birthday. he picked it out and it was a my chemical romance t shirt. oh and hahahha it kept smelling his jacket because like it smelled way good, haha. oh and he chin checked me like threee times, i did it to him once... haha, and then we called trues, and then he kept hurting me and we called trues on that too but he still kept hurting me after that too, like poking me and crap. hahah. but yeah. and oh my gosh, like hahahaha, okay so andrew sent me this forward thing and so then i sent it back to him and tyler, and we were in this little booth thing buying something and i was about to crack up laughing because the forward message was like, i dont know, lame, and the counter lady thought i was about to say something, and then tyler checked his phone and was like thankkkkks, hahahaha, it was hilarious. then later on we went to the food court, he got fries from burger king and a sprite from little tokyo haha, and my aunt and joanne kept asking me, who drove you here? did he drive you here? hahah and also then he told me how i sent him two texts? and i was like what? i only sent you one, and he was like no you sent me and foward and another one saying you're freaking hot and im like whaat? what are you talking about? because andrew also said i said he was freaking hot and i texted him back saying nooo i never said that, what are you talking about? ahahaha, so then tyler showed me the texts and i was like ohhh! that text is the end of that text, so like th "ur freakin hot" part was suppose to be the end of the forward text haahaha, so its like perfect how it like cut off and everything but yeah that was funny. hahaha and likeee, we went to pacsun, and there was this mannequin that would be the same size as me if it had legs and a head, and tyler told me to stand next to it and i was like no, and i kept walking away and then he came over to me and picked me up and then dropped me! hahahah, but it was just like four inches away from the ground, and then i texted jenny saying how like tyler picked me up and dropped me and she was like what a bitch, hahahah. but oh my gosh, okay so my parents also went to the mall, and we saw them and we were about to go in victoria secret because tyler was like hey lets go in there, hahah but he was kidding, hahaha, but yeah that was funny too. but yeah thats about it what happened at the malll. and okay, on halloween? i didnt do anything, hahaa, i was suppose to go to the movies with jelani at 11:50 butttt i kinda fell asleep at ten, hahahah. and what else happened? uhm on november eighth? i went to codys bonfire/birthday party, it was really fun, haha, but like the fire kept getting in my eyes so it kept looking like i was crying hahah. and then sam asked me out that day? and im likee oookay, and he was like i was kidding cindy were best friends... yeah whatever. hes been being mean to me lately. ever since like i called james, and asked him what skeet looked like because alissa was like does skeet look like lotion?! and i was like i dont know, lets call someone, so we called, henry, then jelani, then william, then cody, and then james, hahaha james was like "its white and creamy" hahahah that was funny, he didnt even like question why we wanted to know but yeahh. i didnt go to the alltimelow/maydayparade/themaine/everyavenue concert... oh well, or the foreverthesickestkids/cobrastarship/hitthelights/singitloud concert because when i was going, me jenny and my dad got lost, hahahaha, like we were lost in downtown cincinnati for like a fucking hour but it was funny even though my dad was getting super pissed. so then we just went back, and went to wendys, hahaha, then i went to the irwins house and spent the night. we were suppose to pull an allnighter but jenny went to sleep, ahhaha, and curtis was over and like he drew on my face, that little brat! hahah but he only got like one side of my cheek and thats it, and james got jenny like really good but then we got them back like jenny drew alll over james's face, and kinda on curtis's. curtis woke up and was like awh, you guys. and james woke up like five seconds later and was like i could smell the sharpie. hahah. but yeah. oh and i woke up when abbie was about to draw on meredith, hahah, so she didnt do it. but oh yeah curtis dropped an egg, and was like oh shit, hahahah that was funnny. and hahah, okay so i was talking to curtis on myspace and he was like yeah i didnt want you to turn your head and you to wake up and punch me in the face hahahaha i was like whoa im not that mean, and he was like okay i'll draw all over you the next kkkkk? and i was like hahah i'd slap you, and then he was like oh i see you have a fisty side. and he was like okay i'll do something else and i was like like what? and he was like okay next time i sleepover at james, you sleepover too. and you'll find out and he hasnt told me hahah oh well, i guess ill find out eventually. but todays that last day of thanksgiving breakk.... okay so on tuesday i did nothing. wednesday i slepover at danas house and we watched the lion king and tried the special k cake i made! hahah it was suuuuuper good. and im going to make her mom, mrs anderson one the next time i come over, haha. then on thursday, thanksgiving day, danas dad drove me home, and i accidently fell asleep so i missed dinnner... ahah i was suppose to go to my aunts but whatever. friday i went to the movies with dana andrew, and her mason friends, meg and chelsea. we watched twilight, that was a pretty good movie. and saturday i did nothing and yeah today, sunday i hung out with tyler. but yeahhhh, more stuff has happened like me haley and dannie are cool now, yay! haha, yupp, but yeah and i seriously am over james, like for real :)

i hate my life right now

okay so a lot of people think im like a skank and fucking crap like that, just because haley and dannie are telling people that i did crap, okay i dont fucking care about them anymore. they just keep making more drama, and im like yeah, not really making any drama. so a lot of peopel hate me. and omg, i like fell asleep yesterday all of it. like all through math and advisory, and when i got home, i fell asleep at five thirty, then woke up at nine thirty, and went back to sleep at eleven... but yeah, i hate my life right now. it is just go fucking retarded, gosh, oiwfwoegboa okay, whatever. well me and sam might go to the concert, the we the kings and the academy is... concert, hopefully. but yeah, haley is just being a bitch, i havent even really said anything about her, like nothing really, because i dont want to start more drama, i hate this school year, theres so much fucking drama, where I AM involved in, its so stupid, and plus, ive already liked someone. last year in seventh grade, i didnt really exactly like anyone, so yeah, i just really hate this, ugh, fuck, whatever. i just really want love, like seriously speaking now, someone who reads this is probably going to laugh, but yeah i just want a boyfriend who i can depend on, i feel like i depend on jelani a little bit too much.. but yeah, i hate this..... and on saturday i went to kings island with dana and we met up with adrew and keith. after that, keith told me he liked me when i went to danas house to sleepover. i dont like him, i still fucking like james, fuck fuck fuck, but yeah, then dana called him left him a voicemail asking him if im really wasting my time liking him and he said hm thats a hard question he'll have to think about it and i asked him yesterday if he likes me as a friend and nothing more and he siad um yeah os yeakrjblbnwesoinvwen fuck ilewbnoiwebgnoiesnf

okay my dream today was kinda funny, but sad now that i think about it

okay so my dream was like, well the setting of it, was yesterday night when i was like at james's house, then he like put his hands on my shoulders and was like cindy, will you ask me out? and i was like um no you do it, and then he was like okay okay okay and walks away, so i was like are we going out or not in my head, and then all of a sudden i was with cody, and we walked into his house, he looked at me and walks like right past me, and then i told jenny about it, and she was like awh you shouldnt have said that, he has never asked a girl out, and yeah, so then like she starts crying and stuff and talks about ryan so i was really sad and stuff, and yeah... then all of a sudden i was at a pool with alissa brynn and rebecca and the water was really discusting, haha thats all i remember but awhhhh, this dream made me sad, because im like 80 percent sure hes not going to ask me out, so yeah....

ahahahha okay

alright, so on wednesday, on the bus, claire texted me and was like so i heard you gave james a handjob, and i was like um no who told you that? and she was like james, and i was like um well i didnt. and then chelsea texted me and said so i heard you gave james a handjob, and i was like omg, who told you that? and she was like james, and im like, omg how does chelsea know? like does a lot of people know, or what..? and then chelsea texted me and was like sorrry! that was sam ,and i was like oh okay, its fine. and so then i thought james told sam, so i was like ugh that bitch, but i texted him and was like um whyd you tell claire i gave you a handjob? and he didnt reply so i was like, oh this bitch and dickhead, in my head. and i called alissa, and i was like tearing up when i was telling her, and she was like omg hes such a bitch, and yeah. so then we called his house phone. no one answered. so then we called his cell phone. he didnt pick up, so alissa was like, um why are you telling people you gave cindy a handjob? thats not true so stop spreading rumors, cunt. and then it was just me and her on the phone again, and i was like hahaha nooo, alissa, its me giving james a handjob, not him giving me one, and she was like oh hahaha let me call him back, and then she left a voicemail saying, sorry about that, i meant why were you spreading rumors saying that cindy gave you a handjob? and oh it was me that apologized to you, not catherine, but i take that back, so yeah, cunt. hahahhaha, alissas funny and mean. but woo man i was pissed... then i IMed sam saying i hate you, like i hate you for believing james or something, but he was like hahaha sorry it was me both times, meaning he took claires phone and said that to me, so i was like oh fuck, alissa left him mean voicemails,.... hahahaah, so yeah, i was like kinda mad at sam. but then me and jenny were on the phone basically talking about anything, and then like i told about what happened, and she was like oh haha i would be mad too and stuff. and james texted me like at six saying i didnt. and i was like oh yeah, i kinda figured that out, in my head, but i didnt text him back because i didnt feel like explaining to him it so yeah, so i was like haha im just going to call james after i get off the phone with you. and so me and jenny got off the phone, and then i called james, and i was like uhm did you get the voicemails that alissa gave you...? and he was like um no what are you talking about? and i was like oh well alissa left you voicemails because she thought you were telling people i gave you a handjob.. and he was like well i didnt, and i was like yeah i know, i know who did it, and he was like who? and i was like fucking sam, and he was like he's a dick, and i was like ha yeah i know, and then i was like well alissa doesnt mean like any of that by the way, and yeah then we talked some more, probably for like five minutes, and then i was like alright so i guess ill just text you so bye, and he was like bye and yeah. ahahah okay, and so like the next day, on thursday, before zero bell, and like only kids were in the hallway, sam came out of his instrument room,and was like laughing a me, and i was like sams a bitch! really loudly, and like everyone turned around and looked at me, ahahahha like james, because he was going in the instrument room, but he turned around because he knew why i called sam that hahahah so that was funny. and alissa apologized in person to james and yeah. then me and alissa were on the phone, and then we called james? i forget why, but yeah we did. and then she left after ten minutes, then me and james were on the phone, ahhah we didnt really like talk that much, but yet we did? but yeah, we were on the phone for an hour and like five minutes, ahaha, but yeah. then on friday, i went over to james house at like 5:45, because his mom was giving me a ride and yeah, it was kinda weird, me and him were just sitting across from each other hahaha, and we were like watching the news, hahahaha, but he asked if i wanted to watch anything and i was like i dont really care, hahaha but yeah, and he also asked if i wanted anything to eat or drink and i was like nahh, im good. but yeah. hahah then we went to the game, and oh boy it was cold! hhaha, i was like omg im cold like every ten seconds, then james gave me his sweatshirt, once again, but i kept asking him do you want it back? and one of the times he was like nahh i can handle it, im a white boy, white boys dont get cold, hahahaha, hes cool, then i asked him like the fifth time, and ive had it on for like thirty minutes, and he was like yeah kinda, haha so i gave it back but nothing really happened. only like ten people went that i know, i think maybe less? but yeah. BUT OMG, so there were like middletown boys, and they came over our side. and there seventh graders, and claire kissed one of them four times, and they werent like pecks either, they were like a minute long kisses, and she only knew him for like an hour, wow shes such a little skank! haahha everybody that i was hanging out with was like omg shes such a skank. like me mac james cody emily brett jake and omg i think thats all the people i was basically with?! wow i thought here were more.. but yeah. then cody was like okay no one talk to her, but i did in the end, i was like that was kinda skankish and she isnt even going out with that guy... but yeah. but we lost, we like ALMOST won, 29-28, it was a really close game... but yeah. hahah okay so james was like okay bye! and he gave me a hug, and i was like too bad your giving me a ride home, and i was like i am? oh yeah i am! and hahaha i did that to mark to, i went up to him and i was like bye! and jenny was like were giving him a ride home! and i was like oh right, and then james laughed at me, and i was like thats what you did to me! ahahha, but yeah, it was funny. ahahah okay so jenny dared me to jump on cody so i did, but oh course i fell because hes not that strong, and he was like oh i was trying to get you off because i thought you were claire, oh suree.... but yeah, then cody was like fine ill give you a piggy back ride, but he bent down too far, and i was like rolled over, hahahaha, it was funny, but it kinda hurt, hahaha but yeah. then i was at jennys james and merediths house, i was ABOUT to sleepover but my dad was like you shouldve told me before and crap, oh well, its all good, i was a little mad, but ehh not so much, but yeah. so then i left there house almost at 12, but it was like 11:45 so yeah. i dont even think james know i left, hahah, but yeah. it was fun at the game yesterday. but yuppp, i wonder if im really going to go to kings island with alissa, but i dont know,... if not i might just go with james but yeah, ill write in here later,so yeah bye.

well i feel like a bitch

okay, well apparently, haley thinks tyler likes me... so yeah, and she like is all mad and stuff because she thinks of all her boyfriends, travis nick and tyler, has liked someone else while they were going out with her. and two of them happen to like me. well, thats what she thinks. like she thought travis liked me, and now she thinks tyler likes me, so yeah i feel like a bitch. and to cody? i was kinda mean to him and stuff on the bus yesterday, i hurt him physically and emotionally.... yeah... but im too tired to type so ill maybe type it tomorrow, so yeah, bye

fearfest was fun this saturday

on saturday, was the most fun i had ever had in feafest. but the day started out like this. me cody and james planned to go to fearfest. and like james was going to go over to codys but he fell asleep hahaha, so i went over to codys house. we were there just chilling for like thirty minutes. then we went to red robins with his parents and four of his parents friends. it was cool i guess. haha. but yeah, i got like mozzerella sticks. because they said i HAD to get something, so i was like alright i will. but yeah. i saw so many people from my church there! it was crazy. and like amy looked at me and turned around and kept walking forward. i dont think she remembers me at all. haha but yeah. then after red robins. we walked outside and damnnnn it was fucking cold. and like i only had skinny jeans, a tank top, and my princeton tennis sweatshirt over that, and converses. dude, it was so cold already and that was around seven? and like cody wouldnt give me his long sleeve shirt so i texted james and was like are you still home? and he said ha yeah and i was like alright will you get a sweatshirt for me to wear since im like really cold. and he said alright. and yeah. then he got to kings island at like seven ten and hahaha dude okay so me and cody were like at kings island at seven ten but it took us twenty minutes to go through the metal detector thing, then go to the one place where you go to get a ticket if you forgot your pass, and they told us we had to go to the group sales for that, so we had to walk all the way back, and then get my ticket, and then go through the metal dectector again, and get our ticket/pass scanned and yeah. hahah it took forever, there was a line for everything. then me and cody got in to kings island, me and james were like on the phone explaining where each other is, and cody had to go to the bathroom, hahah, i was like james go to the bathroom, and he was like the bathroom? and im like yes the bathroom and he was like i dunno where that is and i was like uhm where are you then? and he was like im at the car, and im like which one the right or left one? and he was like the left one and then i finally found him, and gave him a hug and he gave me his sweatshirt. he was just wearing two t shirts, and im like are you not cold? and he was like no im not , im fine. and im like are you sure? hahaha i asked him that like five times when we were there. i wore it basically the whole time at kings island. so then we walked to the bathroom, and cody joined us. then we were like walking to the train trail and like so it was james then me and cody and like people kept doing stuff to james hahaha, like different random people. one of them like bummed into him purposely, and something else happened with another random person, and then a random person took a picture of us? like it just flashed and then james was like cody do you want this side? hahaha. but yeah. we stopped at like a candy machine thing? i think, and like cody was like cindy buy me some skittles, and like he was like oh you cant because you have a twenty dollar bill and they dont accept it, and so i was like how do you know they dont accept twenty dollar bills, and i looking at james and cody, and they were both smiling really big and i was like uhm why are you guys smiling really big? and cody and james were like look behind you and i didnt, but yeah, hahaha. then cody and james tried to run from me, and i jumped on cody and codys like im about to fall and then he falls, hahahah, and like james gave cody a piggyback ride, it looked sorta gay, hahaha but then we saw the line for the train and it was super long so we just went to the pirate one. but they wanted ice cream so we went to get ice cream. they both got the blue ice cream. but i had to pay for codys since he didnt have any money. but hahahah okay, so james got his ice cream first and it like fell over when he licked it and he caught it! hahahaha, people like there ordering there ice cream and the workers were like did you catch it? and yeah, and so his ice cream was like sideways ahhaha. then we went in line for the pirate trail thing. and like james ate like all the top of his ice cream and like one fourth of his cone and then he was like oh, im done eating this, and just drops it on the ground. hahaha. then cody cody asked if i wanted his ice cream and im like no, and then he asks james and james was like i just dropped mines because i didnt want it. haha so then cody was like dude james i dare you to drop this and cody barely ate his ice cream, it was like still a lot. so then james took it and just drops it. ahahahah it was hilarious. i have a picture of it. but yeah. it landed on like the top part. then while we were in line, they were talking about there "six packs" and cody was like look at my six pack and lifts up his shirt and james was like what six pack? ahhaha, and then james shows off his six pack, mmmm hahaha, then cody keeps talking about his six pack, and james was like you have a one pack. hahaha. but yeah then we went on the pirate thing. there was a group in front of us, then cody, then me, and then james. hahaha james was dead last. it was not really that scary at all. maybe because it was my second time on it, but i dunno. after that, we got in line for the train. we were in line for like ten minutes. hahaha james was like oh crap i think thats my cousin, and me and cody were like which one? and i was like james irwin! and he was grabbed me back and i kinda fell hahahha. then cody kept saying james irwin super loud but they didnt look back. haahhah when we were in line, we kept chin checking each other, and dude cody chin checked me like super hard, it kinda hurt hahah. then we got out of line because it was too long and we were walking to racers? and like i asked cody for a piggy back ride and codys like no! and im like okay fine, and then i asked james for a piggy back ride, and like james gave me one, and he was like running with me on his back and cody was like yeah yeah yeah! running along too hahah, then james was like okay lets now switch or something like that, and so i was getting on codys back from james back but it didnt really work well and i was like see cody you cant carry me, your too weak. hahah. and then cody was like no i can carry you, just stand on that thing and get on my back so i did and yeah he actually did carry me. but i kinda just got off because i was already falling to the side hahaha. yeah then this random hot dude hahahha walks up to cody while we were passing him and i thought he asked cody if he wants a cigarette and codys like no, and then he asks me and i was like yeah! then he was like you have one? and i was like oh no, and james was like what did he ask you and yeah. then we started talking about smoking. and james said he has smoked two cigarettes in his life. and cody said he smoked pot before and james was like for real? and cody was like yeah. and james was like from where? and cody said from his cousin and james was like you should hook me up and codys like im just kidding i didnt smoke it, but i did like take a puff of it. and yeah. i didnt really say anything about it haha. but yeah. then cody and james rode racers together, and they made me ride by myself, yay... hha yeah. then right when they got off, they ran from me! hahaha, i like got off, but i fell, and everyone was like ooooo, like ooo that hurt, or something like that, and hahah they kept running and then they finally stopped. they like they still kept trying to run away from me but i had james arm, haha. but yeah. then there was like a smoke thing, and like james went to like breathe it in, and he like bent down, but fell but he put his like hand down to like not fall on his face, and he broke the smoke box thing, hahaha. but yeah. then we went into la rosas, and like cody was like okay give me money to buy pizza, and i was went into my butt pocket to get it, and i was like omg, i dont have it, and cody was like are you being serious or just messing around, and im like im serious. and then like james was like ill pay since he had like fourty bucks, haha. then i went to the bathroom. and when i came back, i was like behind james and i poke his sides, and he like turned around quickly and stuff, and was like startled and was like oh, hahaha. it was kinda funny. then cody wanted a cheese pizza, and he didnt want his pizza to have peperroni on it like at all. he didnt even want it to touch. and james wanted pepperoni on his pizza, and they only serve like either two cheese, or two pepperonis, and they both didnt want to ask the person for one cheese and one pepperoni, and then i was like fine ill ask, and so i did and it was simple. and james was like yeah and we did the handshake kinda thing. and james kept asking me if i wanted anything and i was like no, i dont and he was like are you sure? and he kept asking me that for like three more times. haha. then there was like meat patties in this thing, and there was like oil juice kinda thing to keep it warm and oily? and cody was like james would you drink a cup of that for like fifty bucks, and james was like ew, no, i would barf, and then james asked me, and i was like uhm no because thats like meat and he was like why you dont like meat? and i said i was a vegetarian and he was like you are? and im like yup. and then cody was like are you a vegetarian because you think your fat? and i was like i weigh 95 pounds so i dont think im fat. and he was like oh okay because haleys a vegetarian because she thinks shes fat. and yeah. then we were talking about wrestling weight. and how cody weighed like 98 pounds last year for wrestling. hahah damnn he was extra skinny. but now he weighs 115. and james weigh 120. then i just got water, and james got sprite, like a large one to share with cody. and he asked if i wanted sprite to put in my cup and i was like nah. and yeah. then after that we went to the clown trail. they made me wait in line by myself for five minutes because they had to pee, hahaha, but yeah, then somehow we were talking about smoking, and cody was like nah ill never smoke because thats how my uncle died, and i like felt really sad and bad, and then james was like oh yeah because it like clogs up your lungs and everything. then cody was like yeah he died because the doctors gave him the wrong medication, and james was like them bitches and awh i couldve cried right there and then because i just felt super bad, and i know cody cried at the vineyard trip because of his uncle. wow, i just felt like uber bad. but yeah so they kept talking about crack and everything and i was just really quiet since i was sad and stuff, and cody was like cindy probably thinks were like crazy or something and i was like um no i dont really, and cody was like oh alright because your not talking and stuff. were not going to do that kinda stuff and james was like yeah, and then cody asked whats wrong, and bleh thats the worst question to ask me when im like sad, so i was like about to cry, like i teared up and they didnt really know why i was sad, so they thought it was something they said, but it was and yeah. then like i just didnt really talk, and cody had this necklace, and they will like "accidentally" drop it so they can see if i was crying or whatever but yeah, then when it was our turn to get in line i was like the very first person, then cody, and then james and another group.hahaha dude, okay so like there was this part where its like mirrors or something you cant tell where you can go in so like i had to have my hand on the mirrors and if i feel an opening ill go through it. ahahah we went in a circle. but yeah. then like there was this opening that was only a foot wide and i was trying to go through it and cody was like cindy you dont go through there and i was like oh hahha. then yeah. it wasnt as great because they had less people working in the maze this time then last time i went. but yeah. then after that, we got in line for the cemetary and yeah. then me and james mentioned that cody looked bald, hahah because he had a hat on. and then he talked about shaving his head. and i was like ewww, cody, you'll look so ugly. and james was like i thought you said you dont call people ugly? because i said that i dont call people ugly since thats mean. hahah and i was like oh i was kidding when i said that. and then i was like cody i bet all the girls who think your hot are going to think your ugly if you shave your hair, and cody was like who thinks im hot? and i was like im not telling, and him and james were like why not? its not like something bad. and then i was like go guess, and ill say. and then cody was like you, and i was like uhm no, actually yeah kinda. but youll look hot if you grew your hair out. then he said kept saying peoples names, and he guessed alissa and catherine and i said yeah. then in the cemetary. i was pretty much first because the group in front of us just kinda went ahead. but yeah. so then i had to be first and i was kinda scared. hahaha, like i would just keep stopping and james was behind me so he was like cindy! go! and i was no! hahah. then me and james stopped because like we saw a shadow, and he was like i see someones shadow, and i was like me too. and then i was like stupid! thats the fogs shadow and he was like i know so go! ahhaha, like i kept getting scared on that trail for some reason. but after that we got on son of beast.cody rode by himself. hahahah, he himself said that he would ride by himself. but he started getting pissed at us and stuff. like james laughed at cody and was like cody its not even that big of a deal, but hahah yeah. then me and james rode it, we kept talking about how cold it was, hahaha., but yeah. then i was about to take off his sweatshirt like when we were going up the hill, and he was like no not now, i wouldnt even be able to put it on. so then we rode it, and yeah. i gave him his sweatshirt, and he put it on and was like oh this is nice and warm hahah. i wasnt even that cold when i took it off either. hahh. but yeah. then james took his phone out of his pockets, and his glasses from the clown trail came out, and i was like hey my glasses, and he was no theyre my glasses, they just came out of my pocket and i was like nuh uh, and reached through his sweatshirt pockets and they werent there, and i was like oh i guess they flew out when we were on son of beast. haha. but yeah. then we were in line for club blood, hahahaha okay james told cody his phone was indestructable, and cody didnt believe him so cody was like throw it against those concrete steps, and like james did and you could see that it worked perfectly fine, ahahah then cody was like like whoa awesome, he kept like dropping it, and people behind us were like what is he doing? hahahah then like the third time cody drops it, the screen like broke. hahah like only one fourth of it works perfectly fine, and the other three fourths is like black. ahhahaha. and james got mad at cody and cody was like i thought your phone was indestructable and yeah hahaha it was hilarious. so then like james hit codys stomach pretty hard with the back of his hand. hahaha and cody was like ow! and james was like wheres that six pack of yours huh? hahah i found it hilarious. then like we went into club blood and yeah, it was kinda discusting since there were pole dancers and stuff, and yeahhhhh, then we like left all together since james was going to sleepover at codys, and yeah, then codys parents gave me a ride home, and yuppp. that was my day, it was really funny, and today, i did nothing hahah. oh and james might be switching to my math and science class? i dunno for sure yet. but he used his moms phone today and yeah

this weeks been fun so far

okay so lets start with tuesday, burger king it was fun and a little weird. even jelani said it. cody picked me up at my house, and yeah. we got to burger king an hour early and yeah. we kinda just hung. nothing really big or anything. then jelani gave me a ride home. henry cody jelani and jeremy went to burger king. but actually we were mostly hanging out in wendys. but yeah. then i gave everyone a hug including jeremy... but yeah. and then on wednesday, i made like 48 cookies. hahah. i gave them all away on my birthday at school. not everyone got one.. but oh well. haha. dude when i was giving james a hug and everything. i was like shaking hahaha. yeah i know, im cool. but yeah. then for that night, i did nothing because no one wanted or could go to the orchestra concert with me. blah, but oh well. i still had fun that night, kinda. school was very fun. i wore a burger king hat, haha. but i dont feel like fourteen just yet. but yeah. then yesterday, i had tons of fun. i went to danas hour around like five something. it was really fun, but her house is huge! but i guess its because they have six kids in the house so yeah. and we ate dinner there. and yeah. i saw amy and yup, it was a little weird. haha. dana broke up with alan when i was there too! they went out for a week. dana broke up with him because he wanted to like kiss her already and shes never had her first kiss so yeah. but she made me play this stupid garbage can game. i felt soooooooo lame. hahahaha. but it was funny. like so i had this garbage can, and like i had to roll it down her drive way and it went like all swirly and crap on me and so i finally fell and we were like laughing a whole bunch. haahhahah it was hilarious. but yeah. and we ate her moms brownie, and mmmm it was delicious! hahah :D then like we got ready for the game and everything and yeah. when we got there we went over to the princeton side and then to the mason side. i felt a little weird over there. but we saw claires pedro... yay. hes kinda cute. he looks better with his hat on cause his hairs like a fro haha. but yeah. then we went back to the princeton side. i hung out with tyler gutierrez the most at the game. hahah we were like chin checking eachother. and i chin checked like everyone. and james tried to chin check me back and yeah it was funny. and then we called trues on eachother, well me and tyler, but i did it to him again because he believed james over me and something haha. but yeah the game was really fun. and like the dudes were playing football with james's phone. it broke into like five pieces like about four times. hahahah one of it was because of me. like he threw it really far and i didnt know i was suppose to catch it so like it fell to the ground and broke hahaha, but yeah.and when the dudes were playing football, i was on tylers back for like five minutes, and then i got tired cause i had to like hold on to him hahaha. but yeah, and then he gave me a piggy back ride again. but i felt really bad because his back hurted afterwards ;[ but yeah. it was really fun though. i hung out with mostly the freshmans, hahah. like dani and taylor gittings. but yeah,. and like james was saying how i should give him 50 reeses and im like no, hahah, dude fifty? no. hes like why not thats only like five dollars. oh sure, thats like five dollars for ten reeses, ahha. but yeah. but i might give him fourteen since hes turning fourteen? ahah, but yeah. oh and james had like sour patch kids, he gave me kinda a lot. and he gave tyler some and tyler was like do you dare me to sniff it up and so i was like yeah and he did, hahaha it was funny. but yeah. my hands were so sugary from the sour patch kids, it was annoying. oh and i gave like tyler two of my sex bracelets. and i have james one of them? ahha at first i was like no when james asked for it and then he was like why not me and mac were the ones who got them with our own money and i was like i was kidding when i said no, haha so i gave him one i think? because he broke two out of four of the bracelets i gave him at the last game. and like tyler was like what does each of them mean and stuff. and then he was like just give me your arm and im like no your going to try to break them. and then he was like no im not and we went on and then finally i was like okay fine. then he was asking james what this and that color meant. and then after all the questions and he was about to break one. and i was like no! so i bent down while he was holding my hands and kinda sat on james's shoes. haha.and they were both laughing at me cause i was freaking out and stuff, haha. but yeah it was fun. then near the end james had a ring pop that wasnt like opened yet, and i was like oh can i have a lick, and he was like you can have it and im like really? and he was like yeah i have another one and yeah. then i left with dana and her mom drove me to the restaurant and yeah. ahhaha dude the ring pop lasted like seventy minutes. hahaha. but yeah. then like yeah. we just kinda chilled there and yeah. hahahaha the most funniest thing was like okay. so i was with chris, he was like laying on my shoulder. and we were sitting on a couch. and then like jason was sitting on the floor against the counter desk thing. and like chris was like take a picture with me and him so i have a picture where chris is overly happy and jason is just there asleep hahahahah. it was hilarious. then me and chris took a picture, like a close up one of jasons face. hahaha. it was hilarious. and then i got a picture of chris like on the counter with like a piece of plastic of something and it was using that to tickle chris's nose. and like jason woke up and saw me laughing at him hahhahahha it was so funny. me and chris were like laughing and stuff. and then chris gave me a piggy back ride like around the restaurant. haha. tyler reminds me of chris. and they both said, your really light. as in weight. and yeah. but oh yeah, before, me chris and jason walked to speedway. we bought, well i bought, this like protein bar. it was like cookie dough, it was good. hahah. but yeah. yesterday was really fun :D


oh and i like fell asleep or something for twenty minutes. i missed singing happy birthday to grandma hahha i felt bad