Wednesday, October 29, 2008

i hate my life right now

okay so a lot of people think im like a skank and fucking crap like that, just because haley and dannie are telling people that i did crap, okay i dont fucking care about them anymore. they just keep making more drama, and im like yeah, not really making any drama. so a lot of peopel hate me. and omg, i like fell asleep yesterday all of it. like all through math and advisory, and when i got home, i fell asleep at five thirty, then woke up at nine thirty, and went back to sleep at eleven... but yeah, i hate my life right now. it is just go fucking retarded, gosh, oiwfwoegboa okay, whatever. well me and sam might go to the concert, the we the kings and the academy is... concert, hopefully. but yeah, haley is just being a bitch, i havent even really said anything about her, like nothing really, because i dont want to start more drama, i hate this school year, theres so much fucking drama, where I AM involved in, its so stupid, and plus, ive already liked someone. last year in seventh grade, i didnt really exactly like anyone, so yeah, i just really hate this, ugh, fuck, whatever. i just really want love, like seriously speaking now, someone who reads this is probably going to laugh, but yeah i just want a boyfriend who i can depend on, i feel like i depend on jelani a little bit too much.. but yeah, i hate this..... and on saturday i went to kings island with dana and we met up with adrew and keith. after that, keith told me he liked me when i went to danas house to sleepover. i dont like him, i still fucking like james, fuck fuck fuck, but yeah, then dana called him left him a voicemail asking him if im really wasting my time liking him and he said hm thats a hard question he'll have to think about it and i asked him yesterday if he likes me as a friend and nothing more and he siad um yeah os yeakrjblbnwesoinvwen fuck ilewbnoiwebgnoiesnf

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