happy birthday lydia!

awh, it wouldve been lydia's twelfth birthday today, and the day she died is coming up soon :[, almost two years, wow, i really hope her family's doing well, i know i would be like so depresed and crap if lydia was like my sister. but she lived a good life so im happy for her. but ah, i have school on the day she died, i guess i'll try to get a wristband and wear it that day? ha, but why does school start so fucking early this year?! i mean i got out of school late, but yet im going back to school early?! that makes no sense, gosh. but atleast i get to get out on may? i guess thats something to be looking forward to, ha. but yeah. i really do hope that eighth grade will be a good year, i really really do. but i kinda wish i changed to a different school, bleh. so much drama. well not in seventh grade, there was like very little compared to sixth grade, oh my gosh. sixth grade was soo much flipping drama, every single day. wow, im glad its not like that now, for well now. maybe eighth grade might have more drama? but hopefully the dramas not going to be about me, or something retarded, but yeah, bleh, i have to get my braces tightened today, ah, i hate days like today, ha. well anyways bye.